Thursday, April 07, 2005

fucked up

the day's pretty fucked up...but in some sort of way, its ok..fine. i guess im turning to be a bit crazy as what earl said during an org mtg earlier (hah! im a head of smthng smthng and i dnt even knw it!). shit..i don't even knw how we (me and vinz) are now...i seriously knw there's something wrong..i know what it is..im scared to say it..waahh!!! HAAY>>

but knw wht? everythng in sch plus everything with ina and missy today was ok...i even got to tlk to thm and open up abt things..missy's stay in pcific was fun too..we were just laughing our heads off about the stupidest things but still...something's wrong, that im sure of...

problem is, i can open up to my closest friends but not to him..no no not about this one..but thanks keet--for your time too...haay

teltelbasked under the sun on 6:56 PM

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Monday, April 04, 2005

steady.

im starving. im sleepy. im bored. i know i have things to do but why am i not doing them? i dunno either.

the feeling of being down and depressed at times has never left me since after holy week, actually. things were liven up a bit arnd monday nyt..whn i pretended to hve frgotten smething in ministp, but then actually seized to opportunity to see vinz ryt away...things were ok tuesday too...despite the thought that ensci and yes, some classmates who couldnt think of more sensible things to talk about has caused me to wlk-out of class into a trouble with the lolo car (which btw, had fun written all over it for me;p)..the rest after that has caused sme relief..all i needed bfre a lng test in civ (which i did good in, btw;p)...

tuesday night was like 2nd sem nights at pacific once again..after a teriyaki boy dnnr and a bit of crying epi, i loved playing around with my playmate;p heehee...and given it was the last time il be able to sneak out my unit to his during wee hours of the morning...haay...everything we used to have was all so worth it!;p oi hon, thnks for stying in pcific huh? your stay here made me knw you more...it made us end up this way-- together:D il surely miss everything. btw, thnks fr almon marina and shang and king cone last wed!;p

*haha ffwd...monday, 04 april. he's gone again...and stress has been trying to kill me. how am i feeling? hmm..im really looking fwd to the end of the week..im stresing over papers and last minute reqs..im longing for cmpny..im dealing with moody siblings..im cracking up..but im steady, im steady. not really happy or sad-- just STEADY.

teltelbasked under the sun on 8:30 PM

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Sunday, April 03, 2005

march.

11-watched hitch..nice movie..funny 12- alyson's debut* it was nice sseing iv1 again..right before that was angelika's party so i gt to be with kat and ecai that day too..met with kaki and martin who were kind enough to brng me to reia, thn to meet vinz..the night was so much fun..haha clean fun as it is, the best thing was that my bestfriends were able to meet for the first time..haha and get this, they actually clicked!;p 15- did i say reia and vinz clicked? hahaha tuesda after sat, vinz and i found ourselves waiting for reia at the moro parking lot;p lunch after was one of the best ever...being able to pig out with my buddy again was in itself a treat;p happy martin was there too! 17- three months;p 19- cla's debut was made so much fun by the boys er-- grils? playgirls? hmph! whatever...haha! vinz, time, cliff, pops, macky a camera, a playground, vinz's bong and sme booze were all tht's needed for a satisfying nyt one could never forget...;p 20- who snuck in so early in the morning?** hahaha 22- dawn's birthday... ooh that's ryt...ate fe's nilaga was smething one could really call lunch..yumm..haha;p (secretly thanks vinz for frcing me to lunch. heh.) pacifier after class was not bad...an end to a perfect day would be having vinz over dinner..yumm..haha the pizza, i mean!;p

teltelbasked under the sun on 8:04 PM

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Saturday, April 02, 2005

hell week

or was it supposed to be holy week? hell. people were out basing under the sun somewhere and where was i? home. doing papers, missing my little boy and doing chores (hah! even yaya was out on vacation..why couldnt she have taken me with her?)>:c

teltelbasked under the sun on 8:09 PM

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

three. seventeen

three months it is and im still happy..hahaha;p hmm..today was really fun...mrt to glorietta with vinz ina and missy (and being left behind at that) was tiring and fun...haha looking for sunny our third baby was pretty nice aswell...eating king cone because someone's been craving for it was haaah *kulit* see..even if i was sooooo filled up with food already i still ate..hmph! hehehe;p;p;p...wtching spanglish was heehee nice nice but ouch cries*...cutting pe was all worth it as you can see...and going back to shang in the mrtagain was hah...tiring..zzzz...freecut was timely to what? hmmm surprise surprise;p...and cutting philsoc was worth all the sleep i got after..hahaha;p

i loved today hon...3 months dwn till..hmph! you slept on me!!!

teltelbasked under the sun on 11:32 PM

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Friday, March 11, 2005

im bloated and im loving it (?)

after amusing myself by playing with my tummy last night, ive somehow felt my ability to devour courses after courses of food has finally decided to came back to me. that is-- little by little. how do i kow this? well, wtching hitch giving envious looks at the plates of yummy yummy yummy food devoured on the movie's various date scenes is one thing...and literally eating off vinz's shoulder is another hehe;p

so off to the inasal place again and oi oi oi! ginoo was there;p waa..finally chicken asses again.;p

teltelbasked under the sun on 6:24 PM

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

she fell with a loud thud**

saturday was hmm..boooring. i hated saturday though vinz was able to bring be to nstp and back..i still hated saturday. all thnks to dad and his twisted mind.>:z there were ok points this day tho but waa...crying ep#02 hmmm..sunday was better. again crying ep#03 but hey, mum arrived. isnt tht a qualified buffer? ai! ths day i was able to say everything and be happy for it (again, excuse the non coherent entry...im doin it on purpose cz i cnt seem to divulge info on everything-- have fun squeezing and prying it out of me hehe;p)

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oooh monday! haha low batt...*thud*...nxt thing i knw i was on a tble bein stared at as they say by 6 ppl during pe hahaha oi oi oi thnks to everyone btw-- vinz & cla...the pe dpt...ina stacie missy and kb and waah! kuya evn if i felt like a sack of rice with the way you carried me dwn hahaha love you love you love you all;p;p;p

hmm..after ths epi mum was finally able to meet vinz..haha thy evn went food shopping and 'price chckn' tgethr..thn he styd fr dinner...haha hw great was tht? hmm?!;p cmon, tell me...

teltelbasked under the sun on 9:39 AM

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