Saturday, October 30, 2004

tel melts

day 11.

"wwhhaaaa..help me..im mmmelting!!"

hmm..a famous line quoted from the wicked witch of the west(?) south(?) in the wizard of oz..well, after reading the article called 'torpe' (applauds the writer&pats the writer's back--feeling kilala!)-- who wont be in a melting situation?

aryt..halloween is here..yep, scary..imagine waking up one morning from a nytmare-- with your hands around your neck, in a stranggling motion. hmm..well, just happnd to me this morning...;p haha which brings us to martin's article yesterday..yesss: dreams...

While you sleep, your subconsciousness combines random memories, thoughts, experiences and and put them together to form a dream. Sometimes, your dream would be a wonderful and unforgetable experience combined with some other thoughts or memories you have. Or sometimes it's a past experience, can range from about 5-10 years in the past, that you'll see in your dreams, still mixed with other memories you have, old or new.

..haha ika nga ni manong martin..actually..i deamt of the iv1 classroom..with a ghost of a lumberjack-looking man in a pink or old rose top (looks lyk the *photographer;p) who suppsed to have died there, haunting it (of course the time setting: nung iv1 pa c teltel)..he goes about saying "umalis ka dito" for no reason and at times, stranggles the students with his big fat fingers if he likes to..hmm..in my dream, tricia neria was stranggled (hey, i had nothing in this..*)..in the end, i woke up at the part when he was chasing me (*on location: TO and iv6 corridor area)..an lo! i had my hands on my neck! *whoo..dies*

see? experience? memories? wishes? thoughts? hmm...

...sure, but no one told me tht it would involve risks such as stranggling myself to death..*spff~

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eunice called me today for trick or treat'n sa corinthians with cla ray..hmmm..raar. dnno if i can cme..whaaah! i miss my kambal..:c


teltelbasked under the sun on 5:33 PM

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Friday, October 29, 2004

10 minutes to go..

well, actually, 8 minutes till 12...i have to rush this entry in time for it to qualify as an entry for friday, oct 29 ;p

oh well..day stred out slow..as usual..but it gradually picked up the pace when i decided to break out of my laziness and finally wlk my way to school for my stupid letter of request...hay...i bumped into rafa at the reg..fun..he was bald again..hmm..andi did i metion i was with my little sister and her friend wlking round the tents to ice monster? haha..well, had sme fun time with them myself-- pero teka. fun? with my sister? w-e-i-r-d..hehe;p hmm..saw jj (who apparently had a reality check frm the vacation he just had when he saw me..) oh, yes, jj..sagada's over..i'm back! bwahahahah*evil laugh*;p saw mike ong and neo too..hehe;p

hmm..i finally finished doing my piece for my sister's project..it was fun..yeah..fine and..*burp (oops..);p yess..im guilty of pigging out again..haaay..pigging out fuits and veggies! haha..produce day today..improvement, huh? oh, well...

**and yeah..awfully nice to get tht reaction on yesterday's entry..hehe-- mishaps? doesnt really matter..ryt, bud?;p
"dont really care how unlucky i can get. it's worth it. i'd still see you even if it means enrollment mishaps.."

..aahhh!! i was not able to beat the time..as of the moment..it's 00:01 *faints..


teltelbasked under the sun on 11:59 PM

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Thursday, October 28, 2004

unLUCKY??;p

day 09.

im still trying to settle sme issues with my blog's new template (hey, dont laugh at me..i suck a this..) oh well..h..speaking of issues, it's my turn to have issues of my own to settle with the reg..yup, not just ua&p's reg but stc's as well...i know i've been ranting about this earlier *for those who know, well i'll have to repeat it again. *hmph..well, i've long been wondering about why my stupid hs' reg office would issue a transcript not valid for transfer when i specifically asked them it was for my application for ua&p then..i just ddnt understnd why they gave such transcript when all along they've known for wht purpose my requested transcript is for..*duh..and to add pa to that, i went through hassles just to get tht stupid transcript last summer..man, the stc reg is really facing such issues of inefficiency of service...40 bucks aint worth it and they would have to deal with it sooner or later. seriously.

aryt..seems to me that such things really happen whenever reia and i get together ourside stc.hmm..for some reason, minamalas kmi preho! haha and tht last meeting was no exception!;p hahahaha..and there we were wondering pa how come no bad luck were given to us tht day..guss we spoke too soon! haha oh well..it's fun anyway..;p

today strted off relly slow..sluggish--get the point? but it turned out to be ok..after tlking to mah friends via YM, not mentioning to *ch[v] too...the tables were turned and kpt myself busy with angeline's project--- yesss ;s tama yan..


teltelbasked under the sun on 5:15 PM

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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

boring*

day 08.

well, nothing really happnd to me today. yes..i have survived another boring day..haaay. only thing worth mentioning thou is tht i've spent sme time online working on my new blog layout..it is *pink..wait for it;p

francis_r27: hahaha.. mammiss ko yang kakulitan at katarayan mo!
francis_r27: :Dktel_buteltel: aba..mataray pko ngayon..
ktel_buteltel: hm..ktel_buteltel: cb nga nila gino kwawa kdau kc blckm8 kta..
ktel_buteltel: hmph! mga taong yun..sama!
francis_r27: joke lang yon
francis_r27: hahaha
ktel_buteltel: :-P
ktel_buteltel: wla ng hhwak jn sa ulo mo..hmp!
francis_r27: haha... dont worry..
francis_r27: i'll visit u guys sa school

hay..had a chance to tlk to *nougie via ym...hmm..all i can say is tht he's doing a pretty good job coping with the adjustments and all..well, i wish him luck i guess..

*hah..i hate days like these..i wasnt evn busy at all..i just ate! wha!!!


tuesday, october 26 2004

day 07.

YM

hmm..such a good time for YM-ing, isnt it? well, i spent a great deal of time doing nothing but that..at least it kept me busy..saved me from rooting into nothing out of boredom *yuck! hmm..well, had fun doodling things up with reia, and beating the stuffing out of martin, gino and gian (*incoming slipper!)b-( hehe;p yeah, i also had time to tlk to kuya vic via YM...well...

vljhn: nope have a school here na m studying in colombia universty
ktel_buteltel: iiwan mo ko? whaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ktel_buteltel: di ka nmlng ngbyebye..
ktel_buteltel: *mnlng..
vljhn: malaki ka na anak kaya mo yan
ktel_buteltel: haha..di ka ngbyebye..nlmn ko lng ky joms..
ktel_buteltel: hmm...states kna ba?
ktel_buteltel: :(
vljhn: yup m here n new york

hmm.."malaki ka na anak?" before he used to tell me, "bata ka pa.." hmm..labo. why the hell is everyone leaving? hmm..i hate this..(tsktsk) and to add up to this mood that i really hate is that my phne's not that busy n'mre..imagine: [boredom + uncontrollable desire to eat + delayed status of everything ] is it possible for me not to go crazy? whaaaa..save me.

*but on an added note though...drew, thnks for the frap and the choco cake..made me feel better;p


teltelbasked under the sun on 6:28 PM

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

ateneo...conquered

day 06.

the plan: yep!;p haha..i finally managed to formulate something para i cld go to the 'teneo (wha..slang?) nyarks..hndi bagay! hooohoo..

the sembreak has finally shown it's worth..yup, not so bored anymore..(heck, im typing this thinggy here using reia's pc!) whahahaha...;p im gettin busy, baby!

i miss that sound of the bell--ringing.

so back to ateneo..i was there..i mean, whew! early..but i had to go back again (yup, tkas..well, not really..*thnks ate alona!) met up with nanay ly and bud..and hw cld i frget? hm..martin!! (long distance call pla, huh?) wha..that guy's so much fun..hehe kulit..(sorry for eating up sme of ur fne's memory huh? hehe..cam shy kc eh..) --but not so nice as far as giving his cap up is cncerned..(kidding!!) haha..so wlkng about..i got more thn i bargaind for..haha, met up with michie and dianne as well..hehe yep, bumped into kuya gino also (too bad i was not able to hit him on the head as i have promised him earlier..oh well..)

ateneo was so much fun whn we tried tking pics and stuff..hehe;p and i learned smthng too..yup, i learned to never wear heeled shoes whenever i visit and tht wlking along the grassy fields makes you feel you're outta the phil (huh? labo. haha) ah eto pa! ms msaya pg nglalakad..mraming mkkta! hehe

yay!!

i finally figured smethng out..i finally thought of things to call myself--titles kung baga..and this one of them: haha im a fat, fat, choco-loving pig! *oink* (choco cake inspired!) --pssst..ent---! haha you knw ths..haha;p

ooooooohhhhh yeaH.. my sassy girl!!! whaaa!!! martin, give me a copy! *winks

wait!!! i finally told dad about ateneo and almost as instantly he went on mking kwnto about *his sch..wha!! ano nnmn toh!? bellarmine, cervini, eliazo, xavier, rizal---buildings? dorms? wha..blue eagle gym..hehe..experiences to dress codes npguspan nmn yn..;p

---wait ulet!! sunday's events...

sunday, october 24 2004
im back
day 05.
stc once again..i have to admit, the family day was boring. im sorry but the tsc was not able to pull it through this time..but it was fun to meet up with friends again..wha..we did alot of things tgether.yup, alot of walking and alot of cam poses..hehe the dance thingy was ok lng..pushing my way though a sea of people was well..(i miss my aircondtnd sch!!) hehe;p
well, the day was well spent nmn..we ate at mcdo retiro..yumm..pigged out again (smile..click!);p thn wlked smore..went to see people, teachers and friends (baba neil!! *chinky-eyed and the only one who understans--me!* haha yah..saw reia's *cookie jar too! rode the cterpillar and took snpshots again..bought sbx and wlkd again..then we thought of a plan...*winks*
**actually written 25 oct 2004. reia's plce. 18:03**
**trnsfrd fr chronology's sake***



teltelbasked under the sun on 9:17 AM

friday, october 22 2004

dad?
day 03.
so nice..despite the fact that mytummy's full of fluids this day..;p i went shppng with my dad at grnhills this day.man, he was such fun..i mean, how often cn a girl bargain hunt with her dad? nice, huh?..and i found out smthng too.. *hhmmm...;p after running after time this stressful day (hah..wearing killer hlls in ghills..wha?) i went to *cologne* then rested my little tired self...then a vsit.
haha nice of *him to take some time to visit..har. thanks for the choco bar and the frap..*yumm* (look out tummy, liquid substance cmng you way--again!)
saturday, october 23 2004
cam shy? crazy? mad? --all of the above
day 04.
for strters..how wld you feel waking up and finding yourself eavesdropping into a cnversation of two people arguing over you? and how wld you feel if tht someone whom you expctd to defend you did otherwise? how wld you feel if you wanted to correct everything that's wrng of you that you've been hearing? ..what would you do?
yeah..i figured..i finally felt the urge to burst out and talk my way through tht unholy hour (if you may call it)..i had to put some senses into ont one--but TWO thick headed and closed minded people..i had to talk to defend myself from those two monsters* yeah..monsters they are..i hate them for being the way they are. i hate him for taking on the wrong side. i hate her for turning 'round the tables and making up thngs, for always feeling affected whn i have nothing to do with her..that *ggrrr...
let's put tht aside now..it was fun and tiring during the afternoon..wha..wear this..wear that..smile *click yew..i evn met up with a new kakilala! hhaha..carla, madz? whtever..nice;p



teltelbasked under the sun on 9:08 AM

how lng has it been since the last?..hehe;p a week's long entry is about to be made..read up!

wednesday, october 20 2004

and so it begins...
day 01.

i woke up really early that day, thinking to a point of resolution-- all the excitement over the sem break's gone and now im faced with the harsh fact that--I HAVE NOTHING TO DO. whaaa!! so i went about the day not eating and not watching tv--believe me, i tried..but it just did not work out for me;p so i went ti my room and strted thinking..thinking about wht to do...then...zzZzzzZZZzz
i woke up 3 hours later...looked at my fne..WHAA!! it gave me a dose of excitement somehow (but the feeling of goin back to sleep was overpowering)..adrenaline rush..tht's ryt..rush...*shampoo*? what? well, iit did not push through so..zzZZZZzzzz...;p

thursday, october 21 2004

excuse me?
day 02.

nothing to do once again...good thing my phne's been an angel rcvng unpredictble thingys that would mst probable keep me busy...well, met up with paolo ths day..sa sbx after he submitted his form..then went to the thing for viare..it was fun and all NO THANKS to *them who tried calling out names at me..joke? i don't think so..bitchy? --me? what the f---? no one has the right to call me that..no one..and lucky them i did not do or say anything after...for those who knw me knws wht bacomes of the fate of ppl who call me that...
eough of tht..viare was fun thnks to joms *hey, thnks!;) and then..to laser..(haha ent--g?) nah, i wldnt dare say it..hehe *its gnna be out little secret..* winks;D ryt?
*happy birthday, keeter! *mwah*

teltelbasked under the sun on 8:39 AM

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

sem break, yeah!

haha..finally..the arts oral exam knina turned out to be ok..;p ok, so i woke up extra early to do my paper..still..at least i finished it! nice, yah?! haha..things are going on pretty well between my life and my life..uh? labo. hay..;p

*happy happy bitrthday, mum!;p


monday, october 18, 2004

why?

they are leaving and im crying..

eunice, my kambal in school..yes..she is finally leaving for cca..well, she isnt happy abt it..who is? but she has to leave..nw im here half wishn tht she wnt get into tht school..but..hay..:,C fine..i'd better be happy for her..

kiko also..wha!! my nougie! isa nlng ung mttra dto..hay..his life seemed to be perfect..until..hay..poor guy..i'll miss you kiks..whtever hppnds..you're still out tatay..my nougie! i'l miss the 'krissle.."' wha!!!:,c

jomz!! wha..hun!

starbucks!!**

it's a pretty ok day today..haha..exams took much of my mrning but wht the hell..i planned on strting with my arts paper arnd 2pm..just as maits, addie and made ouyr way out of sbx..wha!! guess who came? yup, tommy's grl (aww..) so tht finally made me go bck inside sbx..well, as it turns out, i finally decided to ditch my paper fr a cinnamon roll, a sberry blgian waffle (haha nice wrk, tracee!thnks kevin!);p and a bonding session with tracee...

yup, it was son nice to kow that there areppl whm i could relate with..yup, same dilemma, same past..hay..how can wecope up? well..kaya ntn yan! haha..well, our bonding sesion would never be complete without me in my -usual-hyper-self (yeh..i gt it bck!!) mking kulit cla kevin and tommy to take pics of ourselves using their phones! hahahah=p *conceited here..sorry, huh..but whever you say..i want my own cam phone! hahahaha oh well..

i gt hme with a seemingly happy face as i have cmputed my aps grade..well..wha!!!;p tht's all i can say..

speculation

well..hmm..assuming? i dnt think so..am i getting close? haha i dnt knw..well..sms, sms!! haha;p


sunday, october 17, 2004


what?

paramdam..ayan nnmn..well, sms-ing fr 15 hours..does tht mean anything? i dnno.. oh well, congratulations, kuya mike..you finally got out of it! haha..out of CSB i mean..;p


teltelbasked under the sun on 11:21 AM

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Friday, October 15, 2004

spiffy

why the title? wla lng! haha

thursday has been nice..yup, aday's break was all we needed to get over the things that took place lst tues..yup, block d's up and happy again! yay;p and i turned out to be little miss lucky again..

thebio orals i've been dreading turned out to be so good! haha..i frgt my answer..mentalblock noh..but good ole sir david helped me through it..surprised? hmm..miracle? no, he's just nice and all..so i made it through eith a *clue..read: brother..yup, the monomer (answer) to the question was fat aferall! haha..cld you blieve my luck? ;p and to add up to that, i ws invited to tke up his class fr enviro sci nxt sem..wha!! d ako bagsak!8p thirty minutes afer, the scheduled test fr lan101 was postponed..why? no time..yup, we had a sort of illegal pizza party fr class instead..haha (yellowcab!);p;p;p

since we hd all the time to kill bfre arts...my lan blckates and i hd our hmm..*guy talk* yup haha kiko, carlo, ray, bupie, tommy and kevin did nt seem to care evn if i ws there..yup, guy talk. haha it's awfully nice of thm nt to leave me outta the cnvrsatn nga eh..haha! saya..plannin fr bguio, sme stuff, and sme other stuff..;p
wait..d pa tpos..

arts was ok...the deprtmental exm was nt as hrd as i expcd it to be..hah!;p highschool was evn hrdr! hehe..jke! ok..frm then on, i was happy..bouncy..*bouncebounce* i was nt able to study fr CIV though...kc i was hooked up on the phne..yeah..with that *tao who wnts to kill me..haha!;p

thursday was nt tht prfct whn i gt hme..wawa..little gello was admitted to the hospital..aw..wla muna kh prtner in crime ngyon..:c


friday, october 15 2004

burger

a title inspired by supersized me..haha..thnks to the EM guys, we (eunz, janz, addie, maita) and sme other ppl had smthng to kill the time with..hay..poor guy destroying his figure cz of mcdo meals everyday..hay..imagine wht a mcdo square meal cn do to you..wha!!!

okay, so it was nt just me who realized tht yeah..i dnt like *tht distraction anymre..well, we are friends and that's a plus on..*hmm;p

anyway, CIV finals was fine..bt the seriousness of thet time was ruined by my stupid cellphne..yup, not an OSA-wrthy offense, but a blooper..stupid me placing my bag on to of the stereo.mlamang ung signal dba? wha!! at frst i was afraid of wht maam flores wld do..gd thng she just laughed the whle thng off..hehe

well, nthn to say fr tday, really, jst tht my grls here are finally hvn their uys shw up..haha, tht's gt to be a good thng, ryt? haha;p

hm..i'll be off to strbucks..gt smething finally! haha *coffee*


teltelbasked under the sun on 2:19 PM

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

block v

hay..is that a new name for our block? siguro nga...i guess im one of those excluded in this..just YET. yes, it has been diffcult for me to be a stress-cushion. now that i have realized that im problem free (well, at least free of some...), happy..i just realized that im not that stable afterall..yes, im not that strong.

most of the d-prople have been dwn recently..with whtever prblems, well, i would knw, tht's fr sure. nw being tht only *happy something in the block, i need to somehow 'neutralize' the situation, the mood..hay..i mean, i just cant leave thm lyk tht..*wha!* but i am breaking down myself..most of the d-people have been turning to becme v-people..yes. i think i am on the verge of breaking down. i need help myself, i admit.

the smoke entering my systems...the booze being consumed ryt bfre me...and my crowd--one by one falling into that droggy ecstasy, how am i not gnna break down? it's too much fr me to handle, i guess...but im trying my best to hold on.

i need to see other faces..i need to see faces far frm the faces ive grwn so used to seeing everyday...i need to see..*who..you.

why does it have to happen now? this is hw we are wrapping the sem up..exams are here, and we have become like this? it's not the school, in fairness to my univ. the univ is good, fun even. i guess this is just a spiffed up version of the *adjusting stage, as one puts it...

i seriously need help. i need help so i can help...(i told thm not to..look at wht happnd?) so i can help effectively...damn, i feel so guilty...ndadala nko...

block v...will you help? cz nt evn the sight of *those people* can..

anyway..blatd hppy brthday, resh!;p



teltelbasked under the sun on 5:51 PM

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Monday, October 11, 2004

whahahah!!

*screams* then faints..hay..after a record breaking absence from the blogging scene..im back/haha;p

so im here at datalane..exams are fast approaching and all i have to do is wait...

friday, october 08 2004

shakey..lucky! *hmm*

okay..after eating my heart out at the tents..yum yum..chips galore courtesy of maita...i was just ranting about hw no one loves me (yea..i do tht whnever no one snds me an sms;p) yup..so it was getting late whn i decided to take a bath..halfway into it..*bumpbump**shakes* whaa!!! earthquake..kewl..for the first time ever i felt n actual earthquake..in the middle of a bath i begged for it to stop, wait for a minute and give me time to fix up..;p hhe we wnt dwn, saw neighbrs i hve nvr seen bfre..then..*toot* haha yup, i saw him *ch[v]..dosent matter anyway..pplus pa i got an sms (finally!) frm *him..yup, askng if i ws ok..and tht strtd smethng..;p *hmm* and to thnk my mrning statement was "hay, i dnt wnt to thnk abt it muna.."

yeah..aftr tht ministop wlk with gello, kuya and drew (who apparently plyed smkdwn pa) we wnt sa dck and had our or shld i say, gello's 'little' incident there.hehe!!;p i made fun with drew again..aprt frm tht..nthn..*shrugs*

it's just tht totally confusing-call-me-assuming-intriguing msg tht made tht day..erm. night hayy..this is it? i dnt knw *winks*;p


saturday, october 09 2004

blank ii

boring..nothing happnd really..free day, i guess..hay *sleeps*


sunday, october 10 2004

heyhey

tht laguna trip was nt as fun as i expctd it to be if it wsnt fr tht..*toot* hahahaha;p *welcome experience again, i suppose? hahaha;p ok..tht sms-ing glore with *him again..haha hw do i say ths? sht, im getting assuming again..d nga? whaa!! wnt full length details? ask me. *winks*

anyway, spnding a prt of the da at my grndmum's place made me realize tht i was gttng lft bhnd with wthever things tht has ben goin on with my cousins (congratulates pao..happy 31;p) ok..naunahn nia ko, so wht? im cming to th, just you wait and see! haha..*erm. krystle..ikaw ba yan?;p


monday, october 11 2004

nothing for school

tht nice little quote set me goin aftr tht crushing experience of almost-making-it-to-the-expmtion-mark..i mean, get me? stupid me, a relatively easy subjct to be exmptd..man, how wld you feel? one point na lng. shit..nw thnks to my cuts, i missed quizzes..damn. nw i knw tht i shouldnt cut evn if im sick *spw* yup, nothing fr school today..just a ton of exam schedules given..you knw, the usual..


*man i hope *he nvr reads this



teltelbasked under the sun on 5:27 PM

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Wednesday, October 06, 2004

insanity

im loosing my sanity...help

that heavy feeling of depression was carried over frm last nyt to this day...it's not that im really depressed yesterday..i was happy...hyper pa nga...this morning i cant help but smile cz of wht's happening..i guess im pretty alright nmn...gt to tlk to john nga eh..he evn said i was blooming today..thn i made kwento abt ths to maits and ja, who, provided me with the blooper of the day..yup! blooper. see, i was tlkng nga abt hw i was told tht i was blooming and all (i did nt knw ths..putla ko nga knina eh!) hehe nwei, thn maits told me.."hy nku..klig ka lng cz of *that-tao's-name*" whaa!! thn ch[v] pssd by..looking. he must thnk na cia un cz he has the sme name as *him..whaa!! *bites nails (kya cguro iba cla ngumti knina..);p

okay, back to depression...as i said knina, im happy..it's just tht maits and ja and eunz gave me the opportunity to lay dwn the thoughts behind this happiness im feeling..(ayan na..) hay..everything seems to come in pairs these days..and this is no exmptn..nwei, now tht im strting to realize these facts..wht if ayw na nia? pno kng dmtng sa point na demoted to assumptn nnmn ako? wha..tht's wht im afraid of you knw..hay..im confused..dazed..depressed and going crazy...

so wht ja, maits and mself did was to wlk under the rain (remembers smthng=p), rode the elevator and placed ourselves at the roodeck of pacific and screamed our frustrations out..it trned out to be funny, actually..people frm the othr building tried looking out of their windows hehe..khya, bt dnt thnk thy minded..nwei, i just realied tht the place im living in reminds me of the *smeone im trying to frgt na..yeah, *that tao (the one who had this great smile plastered on his face knina) yeah, him.

aftr we wnt bck sa tents sndli..tlked ourselves mad whil sir vito couldnt figure us out.hay, dnt blame him..we're crazy...8<

ate alot today...chocolate..chkn burger...chocolate..candy...dmn, sugar rush number two! out of depression? out of confusion? out of happiness? out of insanity? or out of hunger? hay, go figure. oh well, this wldnt look good on my food diary..*pop*


hehe timmy! happy brthday, dude..libre!!


teltelbasked under the sun on 5:17 PM

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Tuesday, October 05, 2004

aftermath

prang war noh? hehe

after that feeling of escalation and hyperventilation brought about by recent and sudden events, well, today's the perfect time to just sit down and absorb everything to be taken in..;o

after school and datalane (where steph and i decided to sleep our heads off)..tents na..man, i missed that place..for one thing life in pearl drive has gne back to the way it was...kuys vic's back..hehe lolo! evn introduced me to tito jeff* hehe;p hung out with cd nga pla fr a while and the rest of blck i (hmm..seems kuya vic hs frgtten im frm blk d..aps??) haha..

so, aun na nga...alot has been going on nt just with mysel but with my friends aswell...maita and addie had issues of their own..i fr one hve been struggling (if that's wht you call it) with sme also..see, sa tents we were all laughing, talking, raising revelationns in the hopes the we cn hlp each other out with everything nga...so here..i laid out my issues and...poof!

*hw cme tht all the not-so-good factors with *him can be used to *his advantage and make *him look good?*
there..go figure..is this it? save me..

there were alot of things that were revealed, pondered upon and stuff: like ch[v] findin himslf smeone so sure of herself (if tht's hw you call it) so that's it..im pretty done with him i guess, but why ths feeling? (hay tel, ur so gulo) so in order to ignore this feeling nga, i agreed into a dare of telling *him tht he popped into my head or something..(yuck..cant blive i did tht noh..) which i did nga, as i said...so aion, until nw..through the play...kausp pdn kmi..*hehe (thanks maits, adds);p

nwei...the play, 12 angry men ws fine nmn..hehe watch it!

happy birthday, michie!!;p

*yeah, bn working things out..little by little..ouch..my tongue! *cries*


teltelbasked under the sun on 10:16 PM

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Monday, October 04, 2004

masaya

hay..wla lng..tht song's stuck in my head for some reason..*;p

yay! as i said.."matapos lng ang arw na ito msya nko!" yeah! so the oral defense went out just fine...my aps paper was done in an amazong record time of a cut...i managed to save my fate on tht gr in aps..whahaha! i need constant 1's you knw..haha!;p lucky the topic was on cold war..(yes, yes, aps is all about history! specialty!);p well, all's not over for the week you know..i have a long test fr english aftr class fr tmrrw, also a practical on dissection for bio_lab...wednesday we have to practice fr a dance fr aero (yeah..no more nstp!) but bfre tht we have to squeeze in a meeting fr a presentation fr aps..yeah..cz on thurs, we cnt screw this one up..the dean's observing the class...on friday nmn, we have our 2nd long test fr aps (ay..well, finals un!), thn the finals fr aero;o so see, lotsa things to do pdn..

anyway, blik to masaya...well, for some reason, war kmi ni kuya..why? well, why does he have to blame me for every problm he has in his life? i mean, what's up with that? ggrrr...nvrmind. and angeline..man, she's so sungit to me today..well, as always perokaasar! well, good thing i managed to keep my composure..on the lighter side, me and gello are on such good terms today..no, no, its not like it does not happen everyday, but today's different..me and gello are not irritated with each other..not even once today! he and i turned up to be the only happy people in this house today..oh, well..=p

another masaya factor is that i really look good today (ay! haha) well, in my black top and a pink skirt (tht i manage to find while scavnging around..) i really had to dress to impress..well, simple yet chic and elegant..*it's for my oral defense nh! haha..wht's nice about it pa is tht *my factor saw me in that get-up today..yeah..i was on my way to theo, he was on his way somewhere..cla ch[v] (sby kmi pmasok knina!) called up on me too knina! haha..nice one! syang lng i did not get to hang smay tents knina fr so long..damn, i miss that place..hay..*winks*

pti pa, we are on good terms now, me and *the dark one (hehe..i wont call him tht nmre!) pero i heard smthn..and yeah, on my way bck to sch, after i cut arts, im this outfit..dmn, passed ryt infrnt of *no cash! haha;p

anyway..bsta msaya...wht stared off to be a really fu***d up day turned out to be masaya all the same..stress inducing, grabe (i have two cmutrs infrntof my tht im wrking on ryt nw..);p..masaya prn;p


*hay..ako'y nilamon na ng pag-ibig...ganyan talaga, masaya..;p


teltelbasked under the sun on 7:54 PM

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Sunday, October 03, 2004

reality bites

heia! alright..breaking out from that glummy-serious-i-can't-explain-it mood im in, i just want to say this day is really boring..how boring could a day get? hm..i dnno..im feeling weird ryt now..yup, due to that sudden acceptnce of me really growing up and opening up at the same time. hay, reia, ur such an angel! haha..well, whtever 'this' is im in ryt now, i cannot tell..*ssh..secret!;p haha..but wht i cn tell is that, dmn, im running outta time to do sme papers fr tomorrw..hay *snaps* (back to the real world) aps and oral defense..hay...

*good thing you sorted things out with bud, bud! haha (go figure who!)


teltelbasked under the sun on 5:22 PM

some enlightenment at this point...

hm..but things still seem to be very vague...

what should i do? no matter hw many people i ask, it will all boil down to me..

right...i cannot think of that ryt now..can i?*thinks*

*cough cough*...damn, im sick!





teltelbasked under the sun on 5:03 PM

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Saturday, October 02, 2004

wasted

wasted.

sabi ko nga eh...no party fr the weekend...hay, thnks to dad, abt three hours after i said that, i found myself sitting at a chair at pier one...tsktsk..eating alot of yummy whtevers and drinking up sme bitter-tasting booze under my dadd's little nosey was all i did lst nyt..wow. i evn found sme great company! yeah, i nvr thought i will evr learn smthing with the crwd i was with..man, point-blank...tinamaan ako..*thinks then wonders*;p

i was supposed to go to metrowalk pa sna to chk out octoberfest, but thanks to smeone, i did nt go nlng..haha..wow, ngparamdam si *ch[v] lst nyt..hay, finally! well, c *spongebob din nmn ngprmdm..only through my company yesterday...

let's put it this way...ginisa ako ng "panel" khapon..whtever came out of their mouths made me think abt this current dilemma i hve..sure, i was fnally forced to open up..pero ky jeff lng..either way, it was a night to remember..i learned alot..until now i still think about it..i am close to reassuring myself of everything pero eto nnmn..ngprmdam..(whaha..prang mumu!);p

i just wish nobody frm lst nyt will be able to read this..hay..patay!*dies*


teltelbasked under the sun on 1:53 PM

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Friday, October 01, 2004

octoberey and lazy

wha!! october na..inuman na..smb octoberfest! *kewl*

home free!! yeah..school's been boring the past days and the only thing that made this day ok was our debate. yeah, i've finally changed my attitude towards that whole debate thing...i was able to finish everything fr that debate earlier (yeah..earlier abt. 2am) and lo! everything's worth it when we won against the opposing side;p *claps* hah..there's nothing much to say, really, i decided to go hme agad to get myself sme badly-needed rest..hay..nope, teltel..no party fr the weekend ayt?


*last nyt was one of my *i-dont-know-how-to-explain-it-cause-im-nt-relly-sure-abt-wht-happnd* nights..haha. labo;p


teltelbasked under the sun on 3:49 PM

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