Monday, April 04, 2005

steady.

im starving. im sleepy. im bored. i know i have things to do but why am i not doing them? i dunno either.

the feeling of being down and depressed at times has never left me since after holy week, actually. things were liven up a bit arnd monday nyt..whn i pretended to hve frgotten smething in ministp, but then actually seized to opportunity to see vinz ryt away...things were ok tuesday too...despite the thought that ensci and yes, some classmates who couldnt think of more sensible things to talk about has caused me to wlk-out of class into a trouble with the lolo car (which btw, had fun written all over it for me;p)..the rest after that has caused sme relief..all i needed bfre a lng test in civ (which i did good in, btw;p)...

tuesday night was like 2nd sem nights at pacific once again..after a teriyaki boy dnnr and a bit of crying epi, i loved playing around with my playmate;p heehee...and given it was the last time il be able to sneak out my unit to his during wee hours of the morning...haay...everything we used to have was all so worth it!;p oi hon, thnks for stying in pcific huh? your stay here made me knw you more...it made us end up this way-- together:D il surely miss everything. btw, thnks fr almon marina and shang and king cone last wed!;p

*haha ffwd...monday, 04 april. he's gone again...and stress has been trying to kill me. how am i feeling? hmm..im really looking fwd to the end of the week..im stresing over papers and last minute reqs..im longing for cmpny..im dealing with moody siblings..im cracking up..but im steady, im steady. not really happy or sad-- just STEADY.

teltelbasked under the sun on 8:30 PM

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