Friday, December 10, 2004

vindicated


keeping things inside takes all the strength one could ever muster. to keep things inside for a very long time does more bad than good-- as i have finally realized. sure, you think it is good to keep something away from the open until it knocks on your conscience begging for you to let it out--until it starts to destroy you...then you'll start to ask yourself (after some grueling hours of prying things out of yourself)..why can't i keep my stupid mouth shut? yes...guilt.

but to feel guilty for some things you are not supposed to feel guilty about is just wrong. i know i did the right thing-- that i have finally realized. and with it, the acceptance of the consequences that comes with it (with telling the truth). i never did this to destroy relationships or whatever..i did this for myself, because no one tells me what i should do or not. i did this to win myself back. i did this because i know it is the right thing to do. screw them who says otherwise!

*now, breathing has never felt this good...


teltelbasked under the sun on 2:05 PM

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