Friday, December 24, 2004

signed, santa's little helper


it's been usually hard for me to get into the feel of Christmas despite the settling in of the 'ber' and the noticable decreased readings of mr. celsius, fahrenheit and kelvin. maybe because i don't really look forward into it...the unplanned affair would usually turn out the way it was a year ago, which turned out the way it was two years ago, and so on...with slight changes dictated by the presence or absence of family, friends, and some other people. please don't get me wrong...i enjoy Christmas as much as any other kid swimming in presents...the thing is that, i seem to look forward more into the tasteful feast in mummylo's house...aka, noche buena, the family's style-- than anything else ;p

i have been overworked and have been stressed up for quite sometime now. stressed and overworked for all the wrong reasons. stressed and overworked because i have been too good [or have i? hmm..] you get the point, you're smart enough to read. but as some piece of wisdom goes..''those who give with all their hearts will be rewarded, someday...some place'' [the wordings are not precisely accurate, as you can see but hey, you get the essence, right?];p

i have not been looking forward into the rewards the old wisdom was referring to as well..nah-uh...im NOT that good! but it's funny..due to some twisted reasons [maybe santa's wishing mill has been overworked, too], this stressed, distressed and overworked little elf [that's me!;p] has been able to feel Christmas, and a week too soon! i have gotten into the Christmas feel and im happy;p

so...after satisfying my hand's urge to some wrapping paper and scotch tape..i have given myself some time-- time to just think of things. indeed, i have awfully been rewarded...[and to think the only thing i wrote santa was about a new handset *winks*] my mum has come back, lotsa family flew in from everywhere, i was able to get in touch with my bestie and my closest friends, i have found true friends in my girls, i have become closer and more open to my family and alas-- i have found my nerdie *hugs*

wow...an early Christmas for me! hahaha..and all i have been busy with was thanking the Man above and cuddling into santa in great appreciation as well! wow...this elf could never be happier! aah...at last i have been looking forward to something than just noche buena..thanks y'all and happy holidays!

signed,
santa's little helper ;p


teltelbasked under the sun on 11:17 AM

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