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Monday, December 06, 2004

im tired of crying

yes..im tired of crying..i dont want to cry anymore over *those things...yeah, yeah..that little drama princess side of me which i have given up long ago to my little sister has sneeked its way back to me again..oh well...crying over a slice of chocolate cake with my girls ina, missy and cla has never been such fun (yeah, fun...);p i have found out things about my so-called friends and have really found which of them are true...wow..talk about highschool all over again! whaa...

i once--no, i repeatedly told myself that i'll never let myself to be too good enough to be used by other people...it took a whole sem and dmn good words from people to finally admit it to myself that i wasnt able to succeed in this...i tried to be bad, really..but i was too good, apparently.

i was too good to let others use me..to let others stab me where it hurts the most. i never really minded these...i know wht's true, i know wht's not...but to suck on my dignity and pride then try to destroy it is really sick. shit...people do this for some reasons. man, don't put that insensitivity crap on me, you users! look at yourselves..sick, just plain old sick. they do it because of envy, they are envious because they don't get the respect they think they desrve from others which in fact they actually dont...and some people get it...poor creatures...but now i finally summed all the guts to say these things, i guess it is now time for me to strike back, and happily bestow upon them, karma. time for me to dry my tears, time for me to be happy with my life again...because this, i deserve.

i just hope all's over now..i know im happy, i know im safe...

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you guys didnt have to see me cry...*embarrassed*

on a lighter note...it was really funny of my phil soc teacher (whose description i have posed before;p) to sing the growee song "tatangkad din ako.." ...and... imagine a delivery truck paved with flashy colors of frenzy (trust) parked infront of your school...

teltel_{basked under the sun on} 9:51 PM

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