Monday, November 01, 2004

6 feet under

sunday, october 31 2004

day 12.

nothing happnd..;p

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tday, day 13.

haha i woke up unusually early today, considering i spent the whole dawn wtching flicks fit ofr the season..(*yay! i finally finished the grudge..no fake dvd hang ups here, man!);p yea...i wtchd those scary asian flicks. i made me wonder though..why were the faces of the dead demented? yeah..demented in the sense that evn whn they die naturally, their faces are defrmed? oh, well...*just wondering..

yea..i woke up unusually early today, as i have said cz i was knda looking frwd to our cemetery visit;p yep;p hmm..whn i entered tht big garden with a big tent over it, i just flipped..relatives, food (yum.bsta kht ano, staple un adobo & inihaw), matresses, tv, dvd (yup, my family's lies on the more comfy side of cemetery dwelling) and...camera phones!! haha *picture..click, click! (cam shy eh..with the angas look pa knina) hmm..now i know you are wondering.."what's wrong with this family?"

well, i wouldnt want to deny the fact that my family spends nov01 this way...i mean..dvds? ps2? what the--? what would the dead say, if they can speak to us of our behavior? well, my family has always been on the happy side eversince ever, and in every situation, even in remembering the dead, we are have to be happy. it's a family thing, even the dead knows it, trust me *uhhm..pero we take time to pray..yeah, 2 times we recite the rosary together, we light candles..offer food (then eat it later;p--fat family, as you can see), offer flowers..etcetera

of course, di mawawala ung pagmumunimuni ko about how it is to be buried 6 feet under...until now im scared..no, not really of dying (well, maybe a little) but of how i myt turn up when the time comes. see, i have this weird fear of being buried..what if i can't breathe? macloclostro 'ko-- these are the thoughts that linger in my mind when it comes to that..weird noh? patay na nga eh...alam ko di nko mkakahinga or di nko macloclostro pero...whaaa!!! so you think resort tyo to cremation-- nko!!! bka mafeel ko kpg sinusunog ako!!! whaaa!!!

~hmm..YM YM..here i go again!;p


teltelbasked under the sun on 9:14 PM

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